Wednesday, May 25, 2011

"Humanity and Faith"..

I know a person.i met him very late in life i must have seen him,spoken to him very much ago.Through him i understood a loads of things about life about humanity and about faith,he has a very interesting story to share..and he calls that story his life.
He never read books and mugged up his studies,he rather thought that he do not require to study as he heard what did the teachers speak.Not that interesting as all rich upbringing he had a normal  lifestyle. His hobbies were just to help and feel for others,i was quite amazed as seems to be one of my kind,so was quite more interested to lend him my ears.
He was blessed with everything in life and lost everything in life and he think that he is blessed with that too.
Interesting man,lets go ahead and step in his life with his prior permission.
Humanity the word suits him but as said every sunrise is followed with darkness.he has just lived for others since childhood and always cared for others. His school days got over,he had no plans for himself even though he got admitted to the best college in India. He thought that everything will come in his way as it has in the past. Well determined in what he says and a friend of friend during school days. Yeah,he did mentioned girls were mad over him,the way he used to speak and the way he used to take a stand for others. He was a boy whom every parents would want to have ,no bad habits,no fights only love to share and give.
THE DRAMATIC TURN-
As mentioned he always used to be with everyone,to say the most popular one.but never got away with anyones feelings or proposals.
One fine day he met a girl,shy beautiful adorable and most importantly a great daughter.
They started meeting rather dating. Both were in deep love. He never realized that one fine day even he will join the community called love.
Everything was going fine but suddenly during his last year of college days they had to part away,he had a option to be in her life but he rejected because he knew her,she would never stop feeling for him if he's around,but the decisions were not in their hands- For the first time i was in tears in my life after hearing this incident. He is a a professional now and doing well in his life i was dam interested to know more about his life.what happened next??
"HIS SAYINGS IS A LEARNING TO ALL INDIVIDUALS WHO READ THIS BLOG"
He thought some how he had the potentials to recover and start living again as he used to do,starts living for others for parents for friends..for everyone around him,but he could not,He started smoking and drinking in his loneliness he had no one to share his feelings but he started sharing once he was drunk. He thought he got his way to live,because the time he shared whats in his minds he was a bit relived,the drinks became his habit along with other ways of intoxication.But he never stopped caring for others,he could not do to his best but managed to do what he could have done,Everything was same,his popularity,his well being everything but the only thing which was different was he himself,he started hating himself for no reason,started being away from everyone in his life who knew about his relations-I thought is this love???
No,its not love.it was his madness which he realize now.
He was ready to do everything in his life but never love anyone else,but life after all never leaves anyone, he got feelings which were true,friend which were true once again,now the only thing which he needed to do was to realize all the present situations.He knew everything around was just happening to get him live again with his true spirits. he tried to live again,he tried to love again,but realized he is not in a state to give commitments to anyone,and he was not at fault (i thought),because its useless to play with any feelings if one do not feel.
In this game of love he was blamed badly by everyone,lost trust of every friend around him,the only thing which he could do was to keep quite because his silence was a lock to few people true reality,which he did not shared with everyone,but again he did when he was drunk-He still curse himself for this-I said to him,its not all tour fault,yes,you are to be blamed because even though in intoxication you said ill about few people "WHICH INDEED WERE ALL TRUE".. but the reality is everyone belief where tears flow down his mistake was he had no tears inside him,to prove his innocence.
He said his life is filled with loads of shocks and sorrows,he never got anything via sharing those.Now he has stopped sharing his feelings to anyone not also to the only person he fell once over again,
His bottle of drink was over,
 Now the same person,does nothing,nothing for others. he just goes to office and comes back and is a good position in his firm...
Are people bad just because they do not do as people wanted him to do.
Is this guy so bad ..??
The entire night i was thinking over the entire conversation we had.
I could have done nothing for him just to lend my ears and force him to speak and take his heart out for the last time..
Love killed his humanity or intoxication killed his humanity??
THE MOTIVATION TO BE TAKEN-
The next morning i got up at 11 in the morning and saw his message in my inbox as-




HUMANITY AND FAITH 
We all are humans,we all have a faith..
We all do love someone,we all also hate.
As you asked me if you can post my story,i allowed if my name is not mentioned,but do also write this that the next morn,that same stupid guy messaged me this..


Nothing you get via drinking nothing you loose via loving..
I NOW AM TRYING HARD TO BRING BACK THAT Mr.myself back in my life once again..






Nice meeting you sir,and seriously meeting you was a great experience because it also show me where and individual could land to via bad habits...!!
STAY AWAY FROM DRUGS----
MJ.

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